Self Destroyer


I'm losing sanity in despair
I cannot find the way to the future
Seeking for my peace of mind
Trying to be a humble sheep
Following this society
Killing myself for this hell

But I still have wings of desire
To be a renegade or freedman
I know it is really peril
Choking myself just for it
I don't care if you laugh
Because I decided to walk this way

Deprive or lose, I will fight...
I will get the crown
Even if it is a phantom

I'm bleeding and suffering in this grave
To be the real me
I'm blazing and struggling for my future
I'm a self-destroyer

I'm rotting in the end of dreams
Nevertheless my lust is growing
Blood is spouting, I feel no pain
I don't know how to stop the wound
Even though I've lost my body
My spirit will never die

Break the cuffs and spread my wings
Ready to fly into the darkness
I'm reaching to the shambles
I have no fright or fear
I'm boiling with rage
Waiting for your coming to this hell